[ By all means, melt into a puddle in the sunlight. Kitae would welcome the permanent disappearance of Kang Insik. Someone like Insik shouldn't exist anymore. Whatever happened to him to make him this way... he should have just died. It would have been kinder not only to Kitae, but to Insik as well.
It wasn't like the boy had much going for him beyond money before anyway, but at least he wasn't... this. Whatever the hell this is now? This isn't the Insik that Kitae used to pick on, and this thing shouldn't exist. It shouldn't. It's not Kitae who deserves to suffer, it's this thing!
... But no matter how many times Kitae vehemently chants this in his head he can't help the self hatred that creeps through all the fear.
The fear, however, is what has him snapping his gaze to the floor without a word. He knows what the threat was about, and he doesn't want it to become a promise. ]
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It wasn't like the boy had much going for him beyond money before anyway, but at least he wasn't... this. Whatever the hell this is now? This isn't the Insik that Kitae used to pick on, and this thing shouldn't exist. It shouldn't. It's not Kitae who deserves to suffer, it's this thing!
... But no matter how many times Kitae vehemently chants this in his head he can't help the self hatred that creeps through all the fear.
The fear, however, is what has him snapping his gaze to the floor without a word. He knows what the threat was about, and he doesn't want it to become a promise. ]