[ When he was living with his mom and the shitty man he was forced to call father things weren't healthy on an emotional level for Kitae, but he did get to eat three square meals a day, and exercised regularly. He wasn't the athletic type, and he never could best Suah at anything sporty, but he was in decent shape. After all the time he spent under Insik's control, however, he lost a lot of muscle and never ate as much food as he really needed.
Even being in Court for a few weeks hasn't been enough to really help him fully recover. At the very least he's eating better than he used to, but there was a lot of damage done that'll take a lot of time to repair.
It's upsetting that Suah is seeing him this weak though. He might not ever have been as athletic as her, but he as never pathetic like this before. He hates everything that Insik made him into. The bastard ruined Kitae's body in more ways than Kitae can count.
He takes one last shaky breath as he straightens up, and looks around them to decide if he wants to go back to his dorm or somewhere else. The dorm, at least, will be full of people. ]
Come on.
[ He sounds slightly calmer now, but still on edge and five seconds from breaking down. ]
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Even being in Court for a few weeks hasn't been enough to really help him fully recover. At the very least he's eating better than he used to, but there was a lot of damage done that'll take a lot of time to repair.
It's upsetting that Suah is seeing him this weak though. He might not ever have been as athletic as her, but he as never pathetic like this before. He hates everything that Insik made him into. The bastard ruined Kitae's body in more ways than Kitae can count.
He takes one last shaky breath as he straightens up, and looks around them to decide if he wants to go back to his dorm or somewhere else. The dorm, at least, will be full of people. ]
Come on.
[ He sounds slightly calmer now, but still on edge and five seconds from breaking down. ]